Here I am. I finally made it. My blog. Sort of my online diary. Or whatever people may call it.
My first post. I dunno what to write despite this overwhelming excitement in me. Hmm.. what should I write? Total blank. I'm sitting here in my 4 by 4 workstation (my world), tryin very hard to understand life. Most of my peers already gone. Only me. Left in this empty space they called cubicle. Been here, to this new and a total hectic place for almost 4 months. 4 months? I always thought that I have been here for years. God! I guess, here, where I am sitting, clock is tickin 100,000 times faster than it usually do! I wonder where my 3 months went to? Where is my life? My old life? My old life which I used to have..and to enjoy. Make me wonder though.
I do remember this. I remember what Ellis Redding said, when he was sitting alone in his cell, the first nite after Andy came to Shawshank "..old life blown away in the blink of an eye. Nuthin left but all the time in the world to think about it..". Yup, I guess I would agree with him. I guess I miss my frens in HSS. Miss them so much. More than I can bear of. And I miss everythin about that place. Hmm.. HSS. A medium size company, which always runnin out of luck. But, despite the continuous cash-sucking situation, it was a fun place to work. Surrounded by happy and nutty peers. And a beautiful middle aged lady boss.. Glad and thankful (to God) for everthing. For all the precious moments. For all the precious memories. For all the precious!
And now, here I am. In a new chapter of my life. A man at the beginning of a long journey, whose conclusion is uncertain. I hope I can make it, through the journey. I hope.
